I'm looking for something
that will mean more to me
than you ever did...

This life isn't worth it... Faking Smiles and holding back tears in such young teenage years.

We walk around this town like we own the streets
and stay awake through summer like we own the heat.

 
In the end, we only regret the chances we
didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to
have and the decisions we waited too long to make

Her eyes are filled with tears, yet she's gorgeous.

I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life, & cuddle up during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in woods together. Challenge me, challenge him. Talk about dreams, make dreams, make love in the candle light, in the car, in the shower, in the woods while were lost. Have fights, the kind that only really matter just as long as you're having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes & not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think "this might make my girl smile" as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he's got

There comes a time in your life when
you`re all mixed up & your mind
doesn`t know what to do. This is
when you have to leave it up to your
heart to decide.
 
I really missed you tonight.
I miss talking to you.
Knowing that you get me.
And every time I talk to someone else.
It just reminds me of how much they don't

Honestly, I don't give a fuck who hates me.
 
Remember: time is precious
so be careful who you waste it with

Please don`t think that I`m crazy or that I`m hopelessly,
maybe even dangerously, obsessed with you
cause the real reason I act this way is cause
I miss you..

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"My heartbeat was louder than the sound of my steps to your door. You're cold, but you're beautiful. You're a mess, but I like it that way. If you're always looking for reasons not to be with someone, you find them. But at some point, you just have to let go & give your heart what it deserves."
One Tree Hill

If he's dumb enough to walk away, then be smart enough to let go.

You used to be able to see right through me. You were the only one that could ever do that..or the only one who cared enough to try. I wonder if you can still do it. Can you see that I'm empty without you? I try  so hard to  cover that part up. I bet you could see it if you still wanted to..if you still cared.

I don't care if everything goes wrong.
Even if it's only for a while, I'm all right if I can see you smile.

So you`re breaking my heart into a million pieces,
& you`re saying it's cause     I deserve better?
Dawson's Creek

I wanna be the girl that he gives his hoodie to wear
& cuddles up next to me when it's cold.
I want him to come up behind me and wrap his arms around my waist,
catch me off guard & whisper  "Baby, you look beautiful."

I'm scared I'll miss the way we used to talk & if it's all forever lost, I don't want to know. I'm scared that you're the one that got away & I want you here tonight.

I dont want to like him anymore & i
just can't, im obviously not good
enough & im not going to sit around
& wait until my chance..until i'm
good enough for him..so i'm just over
him. but theres seriously something about
him that makes me like him so much..since
i met him, there was something about him that
makes me go absolutely crazy over him.
This is why I didn't want to fall again. I
didn't want another dissapointment, I
didn't want to get my hopes up, I didn't want
to cry, I didn't want to lie,
but it looks like I've fallen again.

He’s the kind of guy who makes fun of me. And when i go to walk away -
he grabs me and pulls me back into his arms and says, “you know I love you baby”.


sometimes ; you just have to close your eyes & jump

At no point in life are you going to be able to make everybody happy, so do what you want, be who you want to be, & don't let anyone tell you you're wrong. Nobody's perfect so maybe before you judge other people you should first look at yourself


I don't care if everything goes wrong.
Even if it's only for a while, I'm all right if I can see you smile.

I think music in itself is healing. It's an explosive expression of humanity. It`s something we`re all touched by, no matter what culture we`re from. Everyone loves music.
-» Billy Joel

Do you know what it`s like to reach for the phone, & then have to pull your hand back cause you remembernot supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes cause you know it`s not the last time you`ll miss the conversations you shared.

you look, he looks, & you walk away
wondering if yours had the same affect

Don`t live life to love,
love to live life.

 
life doesn't give you the people you want
it gives you the people you need. to help you
to hurt you ;; to love you ;; to leave you
to make you into the person you were meant to be

the hardest thing about growing up is that you ;;
have to do what`s best for you - even if it means
breaking someone's heart, including your own

To her classmates shes...
a quiet girl with a huge smile
To her friends shes...
a funny/outgoing girl who always makes them laugh
To her best friends shes...
a dreamer girl head over heels with a guy that doesn't know
To the guy that loves her shes...
the amazing girl who makes him believe in perfection
& To her shes...
the only girl who will never know